Second Red Session

I can say my emmediate sensation was pleasure. I felt a great deal of pleasure touching Kypris. I felt connected, I enjoyed touching. I enjoyed learning and I especially enjoyed those times when I felt I was not me, but part of us, both giving and receiveing and being one. That’s connection and ecstacy. My only, and somewhat imperfect analogy of the session, was an anthill – all the individuals working together, sharing and being one, yet not one. Heinliin wrote about a close idea in "Stranger in a Strange Land" where there is a bit of God in all of us ("You are God") – Spirit – and we recognize/cherish it (we "grok") It’s a several – hundred page book which attempts to clarify the concept. Basicaly, I think it it’s the idea of Tantra without the exercises.

My next day reaction is eager anticipation. I’m still absorbing what I’ve learned so far. I’ve been reading your Journey to Sexual Wholeness book also, but I’m only on chapter 3 because I read and ruminate, so it goes slowely. And I will read it 2, 3 or more times to reinforce what I think I may know, and as understanding comes, to pick up on what I missed before. A wise man once said that any book you can learn from should be read at least 5 times because it takes that much to really integrate it into youreself. Reading should also be done over a longer span of time because we change through time.

Namaste
Chuck Kelly