Fire and Desire

Jupiter retrograde in Aries

“Having a vision of your ideal is very important to Jupiter. Life isn’t all about collecting wood and drawing water — the treadmill of daily life. There is another dimension which you can now move into. It may not be the time to act on your dreams, more a time to gestate — prepare, reflect, plan, and ask your muse for inspiration.”–astrology.com

I’ve been sitting still for a while now, feeling the tension of not acting build in me like a coiled spring. I’m feeling a longing for things that aren’t yet ripe. The vision of my ideal partner is still gestating.

Sitting with this is painful today. My longing for deep tantric connection was awakened last night, and today I can’t seem to turn it off. Instead of running from it I am sitting with my desire. Feeling its fiery intensity, without letting it consume me. Perhaps in those flames I can divine the path that Spirit wants me to walk and allow something new to be born.