Healing Dreams

Venus Sesquiquadrate Mercury

“Oh, what the heck. Haven’t you held on to this long enough? Sure you have. Look at your present, and forget the past.”– astrology.com

Actually, I prefer to look at the present and HEAL the past. This is what happened for me last night. I had a powerful shamanic healing last night of the circumstances around my birth. Healing the separation that I felt from my mother at that time, somehow magickally led to healing in the dreamtime with my former beloved. This is unusual because I wasn’t really thinking about him during or after healing, and in fact in all the time that we were together I hardly ever dreamed about him.

But last night he walked through the dreamtime with me most of the night. In dream after dream his high self came in to work with me. It felt like a healing and a closure between us that I wanted in everyday life, that just wasn’t able to happen for some reason. I dreamed of us talking, becoming friends. Of him holding me in a way that wasn’t passionate, but just comforting and loving. And when I woke from this dream I felt happy and satisfied. Like something had been shifted and completed. Aho.