Karma
by Kypris
June 25th, 2010
“You’ll be dealing with your share of nervous energy, which could be a bit disconcerting to others.”–astrology.com
Last night another major transition washed through me—a shamanic cleansing of my karma from several past lives. It started with my shaman class last night, I picked up a rock that called to me, and next thing I know it was moving me into a deep clearing in my lower chakras. I spent all night physically laboring, as if I were giving birth. Feeling very real pain in my body, I felt all those lifetimes where I died in childbirth. Oddly I felt no emotion, just observed, as if I were in a deep trance or meditation all night. I watched myself at one point become agitated, like a wild animal pacing the house. In the past I would have felt afraid being alone with something like this moving through me, but I was happy to be on my own with it, to go deep into the process.
Finally at 2 AM I decided to do a deeply rejuvenating yoga practice because none of my other tools were working. As I practiced a series of deep forward bends, the energy finally moved, and I started to experience a deep letting go of my recent beloved. Clearly some of those past lives were tied to him, and it was time to clear our shared karma so that I could move forward. I felt my body open up, and my root chakra relaxed. Today I notice that I have all this spaciousness in my yoni and root chakra—as if the whole world could fit into there, as if I can manifest ANYTHING. Wow, what a great feeling. There is this light that I can’t describe. I look forward to finding out what it is.
