Liberation
by Kypris
February 12th, 2010
Duct tape your mouth shut. Keeping quiet may seem impossible, but if you let go and spout off, you’ll be starting something that won’t end easily. Ssshh!–astrology.com
8 days until my beloved returns. This morning I took a walk through Mission Trails regional park and was ravished by the beauty of the green hills and the blue sky. I sat on a fallen sycamore to do my morning meditation while birds sang and flew around me. I found my deep connection to pleasure and to nature again.
My horoscope is right, it’s been hard not to reach out to my beloved with my shamanic energy or an email to reassure myself that he is still there, that he is coming back, that he still loves me. Having him away with no contact is hard enough–having him away with another lover is even harder. But I know that my heart will never be free until I can totally let go of those I love. Today although I feel peaceful and centered, there’s an ache in my heart. I miss him. But I will still keep my mouth shut and turn my attention to the other pleasures in life. And in doing this, I will find liberation.
