The Best
by Kypris
July 27th, 2010
“The best of everything, including and especially your companions, is all you’ll be willing to tolerate now. That’s not to say that you won’t be civil, and maybe even pleasant. It just may be more of an effort if you’re not legitimately inspired. Oh, smile pretty anyway, and excuse yourself early.”–astrology.com
The best of everything, mmmmm, yes! My self-love is growing to a place where I am more selective about who I share time with. Spending time with men who can meet me in a place of joy and ease has become extremely important to me. Lovers who are on the whole positive, upbeat, and cheerful are at the top of my priority list, not to mention lovers who are willing to be vulnerable and go deeper into connection, beyond a surface friendship level. I am ready to soar like an eagle, and I want friends and lovers who can fly with me.
Sometimes flying together means we have to troubleshoot. I’m not averse to doing a little work and to talking about the reality of my needs and feelings. In fact, this ability in a man is really a turn-on for me, and it creates a strong emotional connection. But I want ease AND connection in my relationships, which means that we aren’t doing the work of processing all the time, but neither are we avoiding it. What’s surprising for me is that I am getting lazy about speaking up when things aren’t working, or worse yet, wanting to walk away INSTEAD of speaking up. I’m getting a chance to see myself being avoidant of emotional conflict as my fear of being alone is healing. It’s amusing. Once again I’m turning to Spirit and asking for help to keep showing up in connections where that presence has a reasonable chance of creating something satisfying.
