There’s no stopping me

Oh, there’s just no stopping you now. No one will want to, and you won’t have even the slightest inclination to do it for yourself. That said, you should probably be on guard against being excessive. You should — but you won’t be. Better take tomorrow off right now.

It’s eerie how accurate this horoscope is. I keep wondering how they know these things, are they tapping my brainwaves?? I have been fantasizing all day about wildly inappropriate men. What is wrong with me? I keep wondering. I know better!This will not feel good if I do it!

I think it boils down to my feelings. I’m taking a lot of time for myself right now, learning to love myself again. I know there was a time years ago when I enjoyed being alone. I’m trying to find the way back to that time and back to me. Sometimes I feel lonely for male company, and for sex to ease that loneliness. The fantasies (and a bit of junk food) help me tune out the feelings. So instead of acting on anything I breathe. I eat another chocolate. I journal. I spend time with my son. I call a friend. I even balance my checkbook. I keep myself engaged with life. And at the end of the day I am calm again, and so happy I didn’t do anything I’d regret later.